one more for the road.

I think I’m going to start an internet campaign to get a date with Devon Sawa.

It could definitely work. Especially since I’m pretty good at getting him to talk to me.

I think about blogging everyday. Regularly. But for some reason I’m too lazy to actually do it. I have lots of ideas too. One about why Americans are so afraid of sex. One to give an old friend some votes for playmate of the year. umm. I don’t know. Just stuff. But since I’m too lazy to really take the time to do any of those, here’s another update about me not updating. woop.

Well, I’m back. I’ve moved my blog from blogger to my domain, now using WordPress. I ran into a lot of kinks, but everything is finally up and running.

Not much has changed recently, but the year is almost over. My last day of class is tomorrow, Christmas is in 9 days (can’t for that to be over), New Year’s Even and quickly approaching, and sooner than later, my birthday.

Speaking of my birthday, I have a few celebration ideas in the works:

1. party at my house on Sunday the 17th (MLK day is the following Monday, three day weekend!)
2. Followed by a 3 night trip to Vegas from the 18th-21st
3. ANOTHER birthday party with a Great Gatsby theme on the 25th

If anyone wants to get in on the Vegas trip, let me know. Updates will be posted!

Well, seeing as how it’s time for me to renew my domain, I think I need to blog again.

Oh it has been a while my friends.

I promise I’ll be back.

<3

Apparently, it was become a nationwide epidemic. Not swine flu, cigarette addiction, cancer or something more important – but Sexting.

Everyone is up in arms about sexting. “It’s a big problem amongst America’s teens and we need it to stop,” or something like that. Sexting has lead to excessive bullying, harassment, embarrassment, and possibly charges of distributing kiddie porn.

In my eyes, I say fuck em all. If some 16 year old is DUMB enough to send a naked picture of him/herself to someone, they deserve what’s coming to them. If some 15 year old girl is stupid enough to send that picture, she needs to be embarrassed and harassed and the boy that sends it to his friends and posts it on the internet really does deserve to be scared to death with the possibilities of being charged with kiddie porn.

When I was 16 and 17 I knew it was a pretty fucking bad idea to for anyone to send sexually suggestive pictures of them self to someone else, and I still know this. These parents and adults need to stop underestimating the cognitive processes of their teens and realize that their kids simply don’t care.

If they’re dumb enough to not care, they’re dumb enough to get whats coming to them.

I know for damn sure if I were in high school and I saw a naked picture of someone I’d for damn sure make fun of them. Not because there’s a naked picture of them floating around, but because they were stupid enough to willingly put it out there.

If you know any teenagers who participate in this behavior, ridicule them, badly, it will teach them a lesson.

Oh and for the kids, wait until your 18. That way you can do porn and at least get paid for it.

RIP.
You changed the world in ways you couldn’t even imagine.
And we’ll never be the same with out you.

I really did try to swear off men on Saturday. I mean I actually DID do it. The post below is evidence.

But of course, as Saturday moves along I think, “Yeah, I’m just gonna go out and have fun! woo. Fuck guys”. Everything went as planned, until The Russian happened. The Russian is a man I have never met, and never intended on meeting.

He managed to get my attention at a point where I was paying no mind to the guys around me. I tell you, some of these men, they have radar for these kinds of moments.

So basically he turns out to be amazing. And well…pretty much amazing. I won’t let my hopes get too far up there because they all seem to be amazing at first, and they all have a tendency to let you down after a while. So, expectations – low, hopes – a little higher than average.

I wish someone would have told me, at a very young age, that I would likely spend the rest of my life alone. And that because of this shitty generation, there would be no good men left for us decent girls.

If I had known…
I really wouldn’t have wasted so much of my life worrying about boys.

Every once in a while you come to a point in life where you have to shed. You have to let go of all the negative things, all the negative people, all the things that have become crusty attachments that are just holding you down.

I’ve reached that point. And it’s not always about how you can get further with your job, or your financial goals or anything like that. Sometimes its just about the people that keep you from really being happy – the ones that keep you from really exploring what you want and getting the things that you absolutely deserve.

So it’s time to let go. I’m shedding, molting, letting it all go. Because I know there’s more for me in the future, and I know I can’t take everything with me on my way there.